Ever since I’ve started writing more content for work (couldn’t resist a plug so if you’re interested, check it out here), I’m aware that I’ve neglected my own site. Apparently my ability to write interesting, creative posts (if they ever meet that brief!) is limited to only one venture at a time. But I’m halfway through our two week festive shutdown and seeing as it’s been a fair while since I posted here, I thought I’d give it a go!
But where to start?
I’ve missed my usual writing points; advent, Sophia’s birthday, Christmas… and I’m not sure my head is quite right to revisit them or if you’re even interested in them! In the interests of record keeping though, a brief report is that our advent period was surprisingly relaxed, festive and enjoyable even with Lockdown 2.0 and then the restrictions imposed by being in Tier 2. Sophia’s birthday was lush, she was sweetly overjoyed with the love and presents she received and a good time was had by all although I still can’t quite believe she’s reached the grand old age of 11. I actually remember being 11 and it feels so old for my baby!
Christmas was only two days ago so I’ll be a bit less brief with that. I’d been feeling on/off poorly in the days leading up to it and after a night of feeling very hot and a bit cough-y I booked a covid test to be on the safe side. This meant our plans were slightly amended as we had to isolate but it was only really Christmas Eve that was affected so it wasn’t much of a hardship (although we did miss our planned walk with my folks). Christmas itself was absolutely lovely. We had a low key day, opening presents, zooming our families, grazing, playing new games and snoozing on the sofa. Then we did it all again on Boxing Day whilst we waited for my test results which thankfully came back negative late in the day. I’ve just had blood tests back showing that I’m anaemic again so I’m putting down my symptoms to that for now.
I’ve been thinking about running a lot recently and so wasn’t surprised when there was a distinctive running theme to my presents. My gorgeous sister bought me an amazing runners box full of treats (including a charm with the title of this post attached), Dan bought me some fancy pants wireless, waterproof headphones and the kids got me a head torch so I can attempt some night runs (eek!). I felt very spoilt and encouraged in my favourite activity.
Just before Christmas my Dad lent me ‘The Round, in Bob Graham’s Footsteps’, a book about an infamous running challenge in the Lake District and I’ve been reading it whilst poorly. It used to be a goal of Dad’s and I think he’s trying to pass it onto me. Initially I wasn’t interested, thinking it out of my reach but after reading the first half, a seed has been planted… The Bob Graham Round is a challenge whereby you have to run roughly 62 miles, covering 42 peaks in less than 24 hours, starting and ending in Keswick. It’s divided into 5 sections, marked by road crossings and generally those attempting it have a band of pacers and support crew to run with them and provide food and kit changes as needed. The first section (depending on if you run it clockwise or anticlockwise) is from Keswick to Threkeld, passing over Latrigg, Skiddaw, Great Calva and on to Blencathra before you descend via Hall’s Fell. It’s 12.5 miles so well within my grasp and given that we often visit the Lakes and stay near Threkeld, I think it’s a goer for the next time we head up. Then I can decide whether to try more in the future…
For now though, I’ve been thinking about 2021 running plans. I’ve already got a 30 mile race booked in April, tackling the Southwest Coast Path between Kingswear and Shaldon which I’m excited about. But…I’d quite like a bigger challenge having managed by first 30 miler back in November. So I’ve decided to enter the Westcountry Ultra Hilly 50 miler in May. Additionally, I thought I’d better start some prep if I ever want to achieve my dream of running the Coast Path continuously in a few years time. I’ve become a member of the SWCP and my long suffering husband Dan has agreed that once a month he’ll drive me to a spot on the coast path, spend the day in the area with the kids and pick me up from my end point so I can start to run it all. I’m hoping to run around 20 miles once a month and if I keep this up, should complete the entire 630 miles in 2 years (ish).
Running isn’t for everyone, I know this. But for me, it is the key to good mental health. There’s something about running, particularly long distances that just seems to fix my head. I’ve been working through some CBT (cognitive behavioural therapy) online courses via TalkWorks (a Devon based depression/anxiety service) and whilst some of the techniques are really helpful, nothing makes me less anxious and puts me on more of an even keel than running regularly.
It’s been such a horrendous year that I think more of us than ever before are struggling with our mental health. Therefore, it’s so important to identify what you can do when you’re finding life hard or a bit overwhelming. For me it’s running, for some people it’s traditional talking therapies, for other people I know it’s playing music, crafting with their hands, some other form of exercise…the list is endless. It doesn’t matter what you do but if you’re struggling with your mental health – do something that helps. And if you don’t know where to start, reach out for help. Whether it’s to your friends or family or to professionals. Don’t suffer in silence. Don’t be embarrassed. It’s OK to not be OK.
I can’t imagine I’ll get round to writing again in the next few days so wishing you all a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Here’s hoping for a 2021 with a lot less pandemic, and a lot more joy.